Thursday, January 10, 2008

Shoes

I bought those shoes by the way

Small things

I hate this tiny house
I hate this tiny life
I hate my tiny mind
I'm wasted as a wife

I love my little scribbles
But they never get me far
I start, then stop, then start
It's like I'm in a war

A war against myself
I don't really want to try
Cos what if I am shit?
I just think I'd die

Nearly thirty

I am about to turn 30 and what have I achieved? A stunning level of mediocrity.

I hate average, and yet that is what I am.

I am not happy today.

I don't ever want to feel this way.